Today got no title for this post.. cos seriously dunno what to put.. anyway, starting to realise how bad he/she has become or rather, has always been.. i guess other people juz can't see that side of him/her unless they really work with him/her..  i juz think u really haf to be with him/her to see hu he/she really is.. i thot he/she was a smart n nice person before.. but now, i juz think he/she's a liar.. N i HATE people hu tell lies.. so can u guess my feelings abt him/her now? haha.. i wonder how long it'll take people to see who he/she really is..

n0t FaTed

After much trouble.. i finally got my phone.. haha.. during that time i was really wondering if God was telling me to give up on the phone.. cos after that time on sat where i forgot that e subscriber has to go down personally to upgrade e phone.. i thot that i would get e phone on sat.. who knew that e phone so qiang2 shou3.. esp for e blue one.. was sold out.. den thot was everything was fine cos e guy had already reserved one for me.. who knew that e compass ppl thot he didn't confirm??!! lucky my mother was dere.. else i would juz walk away thinking dat i'm juz unlucky n plan another time to go down to another m1 shop.. instead of that senario, e m1 ppl ended sending e phone to my home.. haha.. n dat delivery guy wasn't bad looking.. hahaha.. so se4.. hehe.. so here i am today.. with a new phone finally.. have to find all my contacts.. hopefully i can get back all of them..
today stayed back in sch with elizabeth to study.. found that i really am blur stms.. haha.. anyway.. first time in days we didn't have anything to complain abt cos we won't be meeting this week.. but i predict they'll start again soon.. haha.. n we talked somemore about RS, IT, RT and AT.. hahaz.. we're really crazy.. and i really admire monica for her energy n determination.. think she's so strong.. how can she still stand gg to work after studying for like 4hrs? Anyway.. hope she can cope with her work and studies.. All the best Monica jiejie..

sTuPid mE~!

SIGH... today i was supposed to go buy phone right.. but the phone isn't under my name.. so the person had to go down in person resulting in me not being able to buy my phone!! ARGHHH!!! so angry leh.. haiz.................. so kookoo of me right.. dunno wad the hell's wrong with me today.. got up at 0945 when i'm supposed to meet monica at 10.. lucky she lives near cp.. else she'll haf to wait for abt 30mins for me.. anyway.. so now i'll haf to wait another day to get my phone.. so sian..

nIcE..

Juz saw this thing from a link from a friend's blog.. itz quite nice lah.. meaning n music wise.. go take a look.. itz in chinese lah.. u might realise that your problems aren't that big actually.. at least i did.. cos whatever was said in that song happened to the composer/lyricist.. Enjoy~!
http://pachome1.pacific.net.sg/~four/Life.swf

reLiEveD~

Okay.. I've gone through the interview.. went for e concert.. so e next thing for me to do is to go buy phone tmr!! haha.. so damn happy.. hehe~
Anyway.. today's interview was still quite alright cos it wasn't really formal or anything.. so it was quite a relief to me.. but i don't think i did well lah.. cos my ans to his qns were like v vague.. n itz as if they didn't really ans his qns.. so if he's gg to base his decision on my ans.. den i think i'm quite dead.. haha..
But still, had a great time at e garage concert.. I'll definitely go for e next one.. cos the music was really great.. they really sound professional.. n i want to learn drums!! haha.. crazy.. but seriously, i've been wanting to learn since pri6.. haha..
But I'm not sure about joining them for e youth group.. see first lah.. but think i might join e poly ministry thing..

nErvOus LiKe dUnnO wAd...

The next few days are going to be quite happening.. haha.. at least for me lah.. cos tmr got e interview for e SAF scholarship.. so damn nervous lor.. cos dunno how the interview will be like.. hope it isn't too formal or anything.. den i'm sure i'll be dead.. haha.. tonight must pray hard.. Den after that at night going to e youth for christ thing..
Den.. on sat.. I'm going to buy my phone!!! haha.. finally man.. waited for a week n a few more days liao.. haha.. hehehehe.. going to buy the nokia 7200.. aimed that phone for so long.. but beta keep it carefully.. else both my father n monica will nag at me.. haha.. i'm so excited now.. have lived without a phone for more than a week liao.. actually itz not as bad as i originally thot.. haha.. sound so serious.. Anyway, glad to be able to settle one of the many thots in my mind by saturday..

tIreD agAiN..

True enough.. I reached at home at about 9 sth yday night.. stayed at school to complete the econs project.. spent about 3 hrs on 1 article.. haha.. such a waste of time.. cos we were primarily looking at the people walking pass.. We had beta go to the library the next time.. After that, went to Elizabeth's place to take her library book.. saw her sausage dog.. which had really really long nails.. haha.. den went to Toa Payoh library.. and as expected.. onli borrowed a book.. hai~ so sad.. haha.. anyway, guess itz a good thing too.. this way, i won't spend so much time on reading and be able some other more impt things.. like a management progress report.. hai~haha.. seems to be sighing a lot.. beta stop.. anyway.. we had new stuff to "talk" about again yday.. seems like there's always sth new everyday.. haha..

And now, i'm starting to get worried about the tuition job cos she hasn't called me yet.. and i haven't gotten my new phone yet.. so don't know what to do.. and the thing is, my sis doesn't have e number of e tuition agancy.. so i'm not sure how now.....

tIreD

For the past few days.. have been going home late.. think tmr will be the same.. which means i have been getting home by e earliest 9 for e past week except for monday.. and that was onli because i had to rush home to wait for my sim card.. Tues went to watch spidey2 with muicher.. Wed and today stayed in sch to study.. haha~ first time i studied so hard without it being an exam period... break record arh.. but at least i have finished my management n econs homework.. so i'll have e weekend free to do my comm skills homework [say "organize" in a british accent].. hahaha~

fOrgEtFuL.......

I think I'm getting more and more forgetful.. and blind.. I couldn't even see that my kookoo wallet was on my table and not in the bag.. made me so scared when I couldn't find my wallet when I went for lunch.. if i had lost both my handphone AND wallet within 5 days.. I think i can really go kill myself.. imagine the number of things I'll have to replace!!!! Luckily, the only thing i'll now have to replace is my bloody brain.. mayb my eyes too..

And i guess todae we didn't have such a productive time doing our econs project.. And I just can't get the yoko thing out of my mind.. if he really is who yoko is talking about.. then i think e both of thme deserve each other.. haha.. dat was so mean of me.. but i guess itz a bit true.. cos could see that they were really not happy with her today.. N i don't noe y some ppl can be so irresponsible.. itz simply a matter of e amount of importance u put in that small thing sb expects of u..

LoNg lOnG tiMe

After such a loooooooooong time, I've finally decided to make another blog.. altho itz abt e same as me previous one.. but nvm lah.. haha.. so lazy to go make a new one.. hehez..

Anyway, tmr will be e start of the fourth week of school.. made quite a few friends.. but think still a bit confused bout the relationships.. but guess we're still quite new to each other..

I LOST MY KOOKOO HANDPHONE ON FRIDAY!!!! actually didn't really feel sad abt it.. cos e hp was already spoiling.. and now there's an excuse for me to buy the nokia 7200.. but my father sae I'm too careless.. so cannot buy an expensive phone.. *sobz* so sad leh... haha.. so muz think of a way to convince him to let me buy the phone..

And cos I lost my hp.. so i don't wan my mother to spend more money le.. so din want to buy e stuff for e director's honours thingy.. so told jo I'm not gg to help out.. felt so guilty.. and I'm still feeling guilty now.. haha.. even tho cloud told me that jo's not angry..